my teaching practical experiences

OMG..how am i going to start it..
okay..i'll start it wit the first day of class..my hand trembles...students notice tat..
sme of them comfort me to be calm..the class was like a jungle...thy were jumping,running in n out of the class...smetmes many of them went missing..
a guy student even snatch the books tat i was collecting n he ask me to take it away fr him..he hid it behind him..i had to chase him..the guy students were so naughty n cheeky..i almost cried.
they call me sayang,dear n many more..i just wana quit..not to say i was always caught in a middle of a fight..i mean 3,4....more....huhuhuhuhu..man it's hard..
but now they r cool..
ya teenagers..they cud be restless n thy just cnt sit quiet fr a sec..i had to cme out wit a lot of games n activities too keep them busy n it works..
i,m flattered that many students knw me..even form 3 stdnts..im teachng form 4 stdnts..
i admit tat im still chldish n u cn caught me chit chatting about games,songs,love n even their probs..
some of the studnts reveal their deepest n darkest secret too me n i was astonished..god bless tat studnt..i advice him a lot...n he just smile..i don't know tat guys cud be tat open to me..ya..im a secret keeper n i even back up fr my stdnts..
thy get into troubles n thy r very rebellious too.
but deep dwn inside thy r just a child n i wasnt expected tat thy will feel touch by my advce..these r the experiences tat i wont frget...n im also their ustazah,math n scince teacher..hehehehe..i teach them other thngs secretly...especially on religion..thy refr to me fr any religious inquiries..
i hope tat after my practical, they will chnge into a good n civilize citizens..
they r just lost..to thnk of it..i felt bad tat i almost gave up on them..
they r the best n it's been a while since i laugh..hehehehee.n most of all..i dont like male accompanies n ths experience seems to open me up to guys.they r not tat bad..i had sme traumatic experiences tat makes me avoid guys..but now i cn approach them...students la..i enjoy chatting wit them..ths might not seem appropriate but my stdnts learn a lot fr me..new vocabs n info..i learn a lot fr them too..tat is not to look dwn on others..im such a peacock smetmes...i was relly depress fr all this while...too many pressure..mind my language...i just write evrythng out n i know it wont seem grammatical..hehehehe..it's just the way i express myself..