smethng tat i cn think about...

sorry guys..the wifi sux..i'm writng this in a rush..
frst of all..thnx farah...i nver knew tat i inspired u to write a story bout my life...
interesting eh...hehehehe..cnt wait fr the outcomes..just dun write some of the sad one k...
or i'll cry..hehehehe...em..siriusly..mybe i'll write my version...there must b different point of view fr me n u..
oh jgan lupe..tmbah2..nt org bole detect..die..hehhehe..i thnk nvermindla..evry1 is matured enough...
oh well i cnt wait to read it..this is fr u farah.....
u love using yusuf's name..hehehe..hensem kan...bole je..hati kene hensem gak..tats wats matter..
er ur so brave telling bout ur feelings in ur blog..i wana do it too...but dun hve the courage..but hell yeah i'm just like u..talking bout tat guy 24-7 cm xda laki len kat dunia ni....
fell head over heels n hopelessly in love..
i was so2 stuppid tat i fake my fall ta 1 tme i bump my head real hard..tat wasnt according to plan...it hurts n i was dizzy..tp xpe..hero ada..i just shoo him away as usual..but he notice me...tats wat i want..tu je...not more..
my feelings twards him is a mixture of love,inferior,respect,sympathy,inspiration n etc...byak sgat..huhuhuhuuu..he was my evrything n he chnge my view twards guy..i owiz thnk guys r jerk but he chnge me...tats y i said my love twards him was base on respect....
aku tabik spring kat die n i was so touch tat i almost cry..siriusly..he's sincere..i wana b like him..but y do i felt hurt evrytme i try to b like him..
oh well i'm livng in his shadow..siriusly sme of my attitude is just like him..strted out imitating him..i chnge myself so i cn feel wat he felt n it's just a part of me rght nw..so i cnt really throw him away fr my thoughts...but hey..he made me strong..hanyya allah yg tau hw i felt..i did regret knowong tat guy n tot i shud go to boarding skul je dulu but i stay at tat skul...he chnge me...i will gve the whole world to him n stay true but wei....smapi bile...i'm still trying..n smetimes i do thnk of him a lot..miss him.......